I’m stuck. I’m not really sure what to write. This is just my expression of uneasiness. It has nothing to do with anybody, but me myself. The first week of school has passed by. The feeling of uneasiness is still there. I could feel it slowly moves away. I hope by next week everything would be ok.
When the new year comes, suddenly it comes to my mind what is always stated by others the phrase “kubur kata mari, rumah kata pergi”. At times when you’re now in the mid forties you cannot escape from that kind of feeling and thinking. Some people say that life begin at forty. What does it mean and how does it affect ones own thought? It relies on the way you handle your life. Different people would have different scope in life.
What I hope at least in the mean time, I could control this chaotic, confusing phase so that it would’nt make thing worst.